Spoiler warning!
If u haven't seen Sytycd Episode 17 Dun read on. unless you wanna spoil things for yourself.
DAMMIT! America why did you guys have to cut Gev and Kherington.......
man Gev is one of my top 4 favorites.... Shit.... WHY WHY WHY! still cant believe it...
Heres Gev's last solo.its a must Watch =D
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EqQAExrD1FM
neway at least Twitch,Courtney and Chelsie are still in....
alright I'm off.
peace
OH btw I got a new dog, her name is Misa, Ill post about her when I get the pictures.
July July July July July.....
I used to love July soo much..
Well haven't been blogging much lately, The truth is I was trying to avoid my blog lately.
If you happened to see me mood swing around, Im sorry lately Control of myself has been hard.
one major event has happened in this 1 month, one major event that pulled me Right out of Normal.
well here it goes, this is going to be pretty EMO and may sound dum..
Have you ever have a nightmare where you've lost a loved one, and waking up so thankful its a dream?
Have you ever have a emergency call that leaves you Running back home despite how far it is?
Have you ever have the blood of your loved one on your hand is they slowly slip away?
Fifth of Jun 2008
I woke up, it was the holidays eveything was good, went to watch a Movie with my friends at 1 Utama that morning.At about 2pm I was eating lunch with my friends, I had a call from my Mom, she was crying and said she stepped on Fido. I jumped out of my sit, without even saying anything to my friends. Ran out of 1u seeing no taxi, the first thing in my mind was RUN RUN RUN. At that moment I was soo panic I cant even remember much, all i remember is that the only thing thats keeping me running is the name Fido going through my mind. At about half way home there was a taxi, I went in and as i was nearing home the meter was 3.10, seeing how panic I was the taxi man said 3 will do. Ran up home straight to my room, and Fido was laying there.
Then I saw a slight twitch, I picked him up with him coughing out blood, I went to the Vet wanting to put him to sleep so he wont suffer that much.
Heres what he said: Vet/me
Are you sure you want to do this?
(seeing how he was suffering)yes...
Im not going to stop you but, I just think that maybe we should give him the chance.
when a human is sick we cant just put them to sleep, his not any diffrent.
oh, then is there even 1% chance that he could make it?
we'll never know untill we try.
As he almost inject Fido, i stopped him. If theres even a 1% I'll take it.
So I carried him home. When we reach i took him to my room with him in my Hands it just reminds me of the times where I'll pet him and he'll fall asleep on my hands.
4pm came as i was nursing and talking him it seems like he wasn't getting any better.
4.30pm came and his condition went worst.
The weirdest thing is that my last word to him that he heard was Goodbye then his heart stop.
I promised Fido I'd compose a song for him before that. which ill post on my music blog 1 day.
His grave is now at the bball court near my place.
The following weeks I trained there as sports day neared.
Ill blog about sports day another day.
I used to love July soo much..
Well haven't been blogging much lately, The truth is I was trying to avoid my blog lately.
If you happened to see me mood swing around, Im sorry lately Control of myself has been hard.
one major event has happened in this 1 month, one major event that pulled me Right out of Normal.
well here it goes, this is going to be pretty EMO and may sound dum..
Have you ever have a nightmare where you've lost a loved one, and waking up so thankful its a dream?
Have you ever have a emergency call that leaves you Running back home despite how far it is?
Have you ever have the blood of your loved one on your hand is they slowly slip away?
Fifth of Jun 2008
I woke up, it was the holidays eveything was good, went to watch a Movie with my friends at 1 Utama that morning.At about 2pm I was eating lunch with my friends, I had a call from my Mom, she was crying and said she stepped on Fido. I jumped out of my sit, without even saying anything to my friends. Ran out of 1u seeing no taxi, the first thing in my mind was RUN RUN RUN. At that moment I was soo panic I cant even remember much, all i remember is that the only thing thats keeping me running is the name Fido going through my mind. At about half way home there was a taxi, I went in and as i was nearing home the meter was 3.10, seeing how panic I was the taxi man said 3 will do. Ran up home straight to my room, and Fido was laying there.
Then I saw a slight twitch, I picked him up with him coughing out blood, I went to the Vet wanting to put him to sleep so he wont suffer that much.
Heres what he said: Vet/me
Are you sure you want to do this?
(seeing how he was suffering)yes...
Im not going to stop you but, I just think that maybe we should give him the chance.
when a human is sick we cant just put them to sleep, his not any diffrent.
oh, then is there even 1% chance that he could make it?
we'll never know untill we try.
As he almost inject Fido, i stopped him. If theres even a 1% I'll take it.
So I carried him home. When we reach i took him to my room with him in my Hands it just reminds me of the times where I'll pet him and he'll fall asleep on my hands.
4pm came as i was nursing and talking him it seems like he wasn't getting any better.
4.30pm came and his condition went worst.
At 4.43pm on the 5th of june 2008, Fido pasted away.
The weirdest thing is that my last word to him that he heard was Goodbye then his heart stop.I promised Fido I'd compose a song for him before that. which ill post on my music blog 1 day.
His grave is now at the bball court near my place.
The following weeks I trained there as sports day neared.
Ill blog about sports day another day.
Missing you so much.
FIDO
