Under Shadows

MY 2008! everything was unexpected.

I use to take pride that i never had a bone injury for 17 years, BUTT thats all changed...
I hairline fractured my finger,toe, and other toe...all in a year.
I never thought I would be into dancing at all, I never thought Nike would sponsor me a tight wear look tank top, and I sure as hell thought I would get a Dog.

After all those years of wishing. =D MISA CAME!

And my 12 song Goal for 2008.....dat didnt go at all...
But nevertheless no time like the present. And from now my music blog will be active again!
I shall note/record down all my ideas, and flow like that HUGE ass Long-Kang outside my apartment. btw it has turtles in it every once in awhile.
I was so excited bout driving this year, but that didnt happen at all. will learn soon =D
YESSS! and soon I shall be on the roads paying tolls in one cents.

Will be spending my new years at Raw 2nite.

Im Thankful for my Friends, this year and the pass years.
And ofcuz Family and Pets.






all that said, its time to end it.
GOODBYE 2008,Fido, my Spider and my old phone.

so here Im blogging at 1:40am....
reason is that ill be on my way to SG tomorrow for another Super last minute Choreo performance, and I wanna sleep the WHOLE WAY THERE~...... so I shall sleep less now. And After coming back from SG theres a small performance in penang. So yeaaa.. LOTS of sitting my bored ass in a car.

OH and I injurt my lil toe...... this is Bad Krama, 2 times i've been to sg with a Bad toe and performing....bad bad krama..

neway heres some FUNNY shit from retro nite.

Helium Rap


Neway Imma hit the sack now, will be back on Sat.
Till then, COOOOOOOOL BEEEAAAANNS!!! =D

I know this Post was suppose to be LONG before this.
I finally got to visit Singapore and this time it was more then 30mins.
The last time i went there was to get on a cruise so yea.... didnt really get to see much.
But DAM.... I was in culture shock when i was there.....

I'll try to remember all the reasons.

Zebra crossings,
zebra crossings there ppl actually STOP for u..... AMAZING!....
The first few days I was there i was actually running across the zebra crossings, looking like a weird Child....well ppl there would understand if they came to msia....ppl here they see u, wait scratch that they DUN see u.... they wont stop for NUTS... well unless theres a really Zebra crossing then they be like WTF.......

Limping dude,
people there, they too "tall" to see u.... I WAS LIMPING!.. my toe was fracture, and as funny as I look limping around people still wont make way for you... to make things better I fractured it a day before a prom dance performance.[so yea....screwed up bad..]

TAXI MAN,
Me,Kathy,Adam and Joy was taking a taxi back on the last night.
This Indian dude picked us up, and then as soon as the car started Kathy realized there was a empty beer can at the back of the sit. Joy being as social as she is, started talking to the dude.
Next thing u know theres Loud Indian music, and Joy trying to sing along.
minutes after that.. we were talking about drinking and him working late and stuff, so then a Rap song was playing and then he starts bobbing his head saying"oooooo These Nigga songs VERY funky" continues Bobbing his head.
So then we asked him did u drink tonight, and he said "no no I dont drink and drive, I steady drive" and proving that he was not drunk, he lets go of the wheel.

Lastly the BEST thang bout SG



anyway here are some Random Pointless vids check them out.













And here are some pics.

Past month has Been SOO packed..

Aight 1st things 1st

THANKS the church Gang for my B'day Cake(yea I know really late thanks)
and thanks to Emily,Vee and Adam for treating me at Jogoya, and giving me a NEW jumper =P!!!

HOLY SHIT!!! DAMMIT!
CHELSIE~~~~~~ Got cut T.T......

Well I guess my Top 4 is down to Top 2..
Twitch and Courtney is Still in XD
hope one of them wins!!

till then~ cya

ARRRGGGHHHH!!!
I hate this mosquito.........I NEEDA SLEEP!

Theres one hovering over my head.... and ma ears making that annoying Vffffff sound.
GO DIE dammit!

I almost got it Countless times, then again almost dont make this Long nose-mouth thingy Go the hell away.

MY PLANS the kill it....
1. Ways to kill mosquito, class 101 let me show you *CLAP!* (way to fast of a death)

2. Catch it, and throw it in water and freeze it....(too fast of a death..)

3. Catch it with one hand, while its still alive in ma hands I'll KRUMP! shake the Nuts out of it, till it gets stun, and while its stun ill rip off all it's legs But ONE.(lets see how u land and bite me....)

4. Catch it, glue its legs on the table and let it starve to death.. =D(mom is gonna wake up and go
WHY is there a mosquito on ur table*squash*.....)

Thats about all the ways I can think of now...sadly..
I WILL WAIT.........

Spoiler warning!
If u haven't seen Sytycd Episode 17 Dun read on. unless you wanna spoil things for yourself.















DAMMIT! America why did you guys have to cut Gev and Kherington.......
man Gev is one of my top 4 favorites.... Shit.... WHY WHY WHY! still cant believe it...

Heres Gev's last solo.its a must Watch =D
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EqQAExrD1FM


neway at least Twitch,Courtney and Chelsie are still in....
alright I'm off.
peace

OH btw I got a new dog, her name is Misa, Ill post about her when I get the pictures.

July July July July July.....
I used to love July soo much..

Well haven't been blogging much lately, The truth is I was trying to avoid my blog lately.
If you happened to see me mood swing around, Im sorry lately Control of myself has been hard.

one major event has happened in this 1 month, one major event that pulled me Right out of Normal.
well here it goes, this is going to be pretty EMO and may sound dum..

Have you ever have a nightmare where you've lost a loved one, and waking up so thankful its a dream?
Have you ever have a emergency call that leaves you Running back home despite how far it is?
Have you ever have the blood of your loved one on your hand is they slowly slip away?



Fifth of Jun 2008
I woke up, it was the holidays eveything was good, went to watch a Movie with my friends at 1 Utama that morning.At about 2pm I was eating lunch with my friends, I had a call from my Mom, she was crying and said she stepped on Fido. I jumped out of my sit, without even saying anything to my friends. Ran out of 1u seeing no taxi, the first thing in my mind was RUN RUN RUN. At that moment I was soo panic I cant even remember much, all i remember is that the only thing thats keeping me running is the name Fido going through my mind. At about half way home there was a taxi, I went in and as i was nearing home the meter was 3.10, seeing how panic I was the taxi man said 3 will do. Ran up home straight to my room, and Fido was laying there.
Then I saw a slight twitch, I picked him up with him coughing out blood, I went to the Vet wanting to put him to sleep so he wont suffer that much.
Heres what he said: Vet/me

Are you sure you want to do this?
(seeing how he was suffering)yes...
Im not going to stop you but, I just think that maybe we should give him the chance.
when a human is sick we cant just put them to sleep, his not any diffrent.
oh, then is there even 1% chance that he could make it?
we'll never know untill we try.

As he almost inject Fido, i stopped him. If theres even a 1% I'll take it.
So I carried him home. When we reach i took him to my room with him in my Hands it just reminds me of the times where I'll pet him and he'll fall asleep on my hands.
4pm came as i was nursing and talking him it seems like he wasn't getting any better.
4.30pm came and his condition went worst.





The weirdest thing is that my last word to him that he heard was Goodbye then his heart stop.
I promised Fido I'd compose a song for him before that. which ill post on my music blog 1 day.

His grave is now at the bball court near my place.
The following weeks I trained there as sports day neared.
Ill blog about sports day another day.

Its 5:36 now....
In 4 more hours ill be at a court having my minutes....trying to win this years sports day once again.

Cant sleep...everytime I sleep I'll wake up in 10mins time and think its time to wake up.
well 5 hours of sleep should do..

Even my songs are downloading in the speed of......wait, theres not even a Speed to it @$%^!!!
Hmmm maybe i should jump in the pool now,its so cold it could Chill me soo much that it may wake my inner SUPER JON POWER! that or I come down with a bad cold.
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Anyway Im done with this post will update about the scores later.
Peace.

HELLO everyone!
Its been a hell of a long time since I blogged.
Loads of things happen.

Firstly!
Lemme introduce you to my new Baby..





Secondly I have a NEW glider =D
To the people that are reading my blog wasting their time, I present FIDO!


Thirdly Piper's new cage.


Thats about all.
But before I go I a new toy


Well its getting late and I gtg.
peace.

Greetings =D
anyway TODAY i got my guitar~~I'm soo happy now.
but just have to wait for about 2 more days for them to Install the Pickups and BAM! My baby is in ma Hands...

Man I really miss playing guitar, haven practice in Weeks. One things for sure when I get my guitar I'm going to start composing again.

Anyway..back to the topic
Go Hard or Go Home...

I was invite for some Try outs for Pj's under 18 bball team, that is coming tomorrow.
I don't feel ready at ALL, i mean i just came back from the court just now, And I SUCKed Soo badly, its like I'm having soo many off days these days....As little faith as I have now, I'm just going to go there Go hard, give it the best I can, and the results will be the result.And Hope I dont get a off day.


Well, Imma head off
peace.

Ok! lemme break it down for ya..
In about 12 hours, Im finally going to get my OWN Guitar!
For the whole day I've been thinking about which pickup to choose
Theres that all famous Seymour Duncan, and theres that SEXY EMGs
arrh and I still cant make my mind up after all that mind blowing and eye flooding research.

Well, theres a saying that every guitarist has his/her own voice
Sooo D-day is tomorrow, I'll get to choose my "voice"


I'll get a picture of the guitar and post it.
well imma head off to bed, got along day tomorrow.
Cya. 12 MORE hours!*feet starts kicking*

Ahh... I just realized that i didnt blog for more than a month.

Started off the month by becoming a member of.. Celebrity fitness! ahah
And then... one week later..
I fell while playing bball and then injurt my finger... HURT LIKE HELL!.
And the dumest thing is that I kept playing after that for a few hours... I thought i just injurted my finger abit...

2 days later..i went to the Hospital

Doctor:'presses my finger'
Me:......AH!....
Doctor: we need to do a Xray

after the Xray

Doctor: Wow you've been walking around with a fractured finger for 2 days..
There goes my 17 year old "no bone broken record" GONE...boowliaoo
Yes the damage is done....and to make things worst its on my left finger....
Sooo ya, pretty much had to stay off the guitar for a month.

and then the BEST PART!
me and adam were going there to help his sis and her fren to video their pole dancing.
Untill 4 days b4 that they told us to dance for em, for the opening part of the song.
ya soo me and Adam came out with our own steps.
When friday came.....ROAD TRIP!

I have pictures to do the talking here.


had breakfast, and went to the beach in the morning..

ahh... bottom line... i miss kuantan..
it was 24 hours of worry free....

I think this post is long enough, alright
I'm off, peace

ROCKETS won... ahaha!